SOTMH : Chapter 16

 James MacMillan

"James? Why are you crying?" Calvin asked in concern.

"I love you" I utter, confessing my deep and most secreted feelings. I cannot handle it anymore. I don't think I could handle the pain of being ignored by the person I fell so hard it's scary

Calvin looks at me shocked at my words. He just looks at me, not uttering a word and that made me tear up more, afraid of rejection but the moment he saw me tearing up more, or more like crying, he moves quickly.

"Sssh, it's okay James, don't cry" He comforts him. Cupping my face and kissing me constantly. I savor the lips I was dying to feel in so long, wanting to feel it in mine. "I. Kiss. Love. Kiss. You. Kiss. Too. Kiss" He announces in every kiss.

Hearing the words, my heart skipped a beat like I was about to faint anytime. He loves me?

"Y-you do?" I asked him, not believing his words if he's just saying it to make me stop crying or just bluffing at me, but all the thoughts disperse when he nods in reply, smiling.

I smile brightly, tears of joy began pouring into my eyes, replacing those tears of fear and sadness. I pull him closer to my body, wanting to feel the gorgeous body on mine, and resume thrusting my cock on his hot perfect hole. As I thrust in him rapidly but gently with passion, I close my eyes, when I remember all the memories of us together before.

FLASHBACK

1st

"You can't catch me, big bro, you are so slow even with those long legs!" Calvin mocks from the other side of the hallway. He looks at me with a bright smile, making funny faces at me like sticking a tongue out while forming a letter L on his forehead using his index and thumb while gestures or means Loser.

I smiled looking at his jolly mood, even making faces, he still looks damn gorgeous.

"Oh yeah? What if I catch you? What would you give me?" I smirk at him, stepping forward slowly but Cal didn't take that as a threat and stay in place. What a Brave baby.

"Well, how about.."Calvin looks up the high ceiling and taps a finger on his chin, acts like he's thinking. I took that as an advantage and sprint towards him before he notices."Nothin---aaahh! Wait! Noooo!"

He squeals hard when I was two feet close to him. He attempts to dodge but he fails due to me having long arms. I wrap it on his small waist, too small for a boy, and lifts him to my chest which made him do kicks in the air, wiggling, trying to escape.

"Ahhhh! Not fair!? You cheated!" He whines cutely and that sound didn't make my heart flutter is a total lie.

"I didn't cheat, you're just exaggerating things that why you got distracted," I said chuckling while bringing him to the living room. Calvin pouts at me, arms cross and a crunch face.

2nd

"No! That's mine! Give it back!" I heard Calvin scream when I was buying a Panda Bear for him. I quickly put the cash on the counter and snatch the bear before dashing to my brother.

The moment I saw him in my gaze, my blood boils when I saw a chubby boy touching Calvin's shoulders and another guy but skinny eating the cotton candy, I bought for him.

"Stop eating it! Noo!" I felt my heart broke when I heard my baby brother's cry and that made me run faster.

"Who had it, me right? So, this is mine, not yours." The guy who is eating the cotton candy said while the other one snickers, holding my brother tightly.

"Hey!" I called when I was now behind the guy holding Cal. He turns behind me and he didn't finish his turn because my fist already collided with his face which made him stumbling back. "Don't fucking touch him!" I growled.

Calvin looks behind and spotted me and in no time, he slams himself on my chest, sobbing loudly.

"You fucking dare mess with my brother, Huh!?" I yelled at the skinny guy; rage is filling up my brother every second I hear my brother's sob. The guy looks at me with wide eyes and gulps hard. He turns around and tries to escape but already tackles him to the floor making the cotton candy flew off his hand.

I began punching his face like a punching bag, hard and raw. With every punch, my knuckles start hurting but with all this rage building up, I didn't care.

I can hear Calvin screaming from behind me and people gasping at the scene. The skinny guy is already losing consciousness but I continue with the same force.

"If. You. Ever. Touch. My. Brother. Again. I. Will. Kill. You." I stated, stressing per word. Then after that, I was suddenly engulfed in a hug by a small figure.

I look and saw my brother crying, looking at my sadness. He shook his head furiously, gesturing me to stop and me being whipped, I followed.

My rage evaporating, my hands that are in fists slowly loosen up, and my body that I didn't realize shaking relaxes. I pulled away from the now bloody boy and hugs my brother to my chest, kissing his hair multiple times than his wet face.

"No more! Please!" He sobs loudly.

"Ssshh! It's okay baby bro, I'm here." I rock him side to side, praying that it would make him calm down.

We stayed like this for I don't know how long but during that time, security came rushing down to us, helping the laying boy.

"Are you okay? Did he hurt you anywhere?" I asked softly, pulling away in the process. He did not answer for a while because he is rubbing his eyes using his sweater paws which is super adorable. Not the cry though.

"I-I'm o-okay." He replied to me. I smiled and raise my hand to brush the hair that is covering his eyes. Calvin must've followed it with his eyes because he suddenly talks again. "Your hands." He spoke.

I look at it and saw that my hands are busted. Blood staining it, knuckles wounded and slowly turning purple. For a skinny boy like him, he has hard bones.

"I'm okay baby bro, I would just---" I stop when he took it kisses the clean parts and also the surrounding areas of the wounds. My heart again skipped a beat and my breathing hitch with my face slowly burning up.

"There, your wounds will heal fast and will quicken when you clean it." He said, looking at me smiling showing his white pearly teeth.

"T-thank you, baby bro." I stuttered, not back to my normal self after the heart-swelling action.

"Why is your face turning red?" Cal suddenly asked with furrowed eyebrows. Oh no!

"I-ah--I--It's hot right now!" I said quickly, not trusting my mouth any longer. He was about to question again but I beat him to it and hugs him again, hiding my face. "I'm okay Cal, no need to worry."

Oh God, It's so embarrassing.

FLASHBACK END

I smiled at the sweet, ugly yet embarrassing memories, but as I was having those flashbacks, my thrust didn't falter on a bit and didn't miss my baby's moans...

"Ahh James, yes! Don't stop, don't stop! Oh my god! I'm cumming!" He chanted in my ears, he is beginning to tremble hard and his hole began twitching."Ahhh! JAAAMES! AHHH!" With one last moan, he squirted one last time then cum gushes out afterward. His body is twitching as I wrap him in my arms, still fucking him and I kiss his head softly.

"Fuck!" I moan, groaning as I cum inside him, giving him my babies. We then stayed in each other's arms for a couple of moments, enjoying our shared warmth. I love this, so much.

"Why did you have to cry if you just want to confess?" He asked me suddenly, breaking the silence. He is drawing some shapes on my bare chest.

"It's not that" I answered. I looked at him, waiting for him to continue. "I'm just afraid," I told honestly.

"Afraid? Of what?" He kissed my chest and jaw, trying to make me smile which he successfully did and I'm grateful for that.

"Afraid of losing you. And you leaving me" I confessed my worries, my mood changing again. When I saw his confusion, I continued. "I'm afraid that when this is over, you would go back to ignoring me and start acting like nothing happened between us"

"You know? The other reason why I would go to your room at night besides seducing you is catching your attention. Because ever since the day I transferred school for a good scholarship, you are always ignoring me. And it hurts knowing that the brother that once idolizes you suddenly get cold and distant." I look at him in the eyes as I speak, mesmerized by his beautiful eyes.

"You won't play with me anymore. You use to play video games with me, but since you had friends, we don't do that anymore. You don't even acknowledge my presence because you busy texting on your phone to god knows what. I just feel left out" He stated, tears swelling in his eyes. My already battered and shattered heart breaks again as he said those words.

I didn't mean to make him feel that way, it's just that, it's hard to be with somebody that you know you would never have the chance to be with. He's my brother, I'm his brother. We're blood-related, same genetics. I doubt society would accept it wholeheartedly.

"I know, I know. It's my fault. And I regret doing that to you. I made feel that you're not important to me at all which is never going to happen. I would even cry in my room when you're ignoring me because I missed my brother so much" I said, my tears are again falling, but I can't help it. I hug him tight, kissing his head repeatedly."Would you forgive me? Please forgive me for ignoring you. I can't bear the feeling of being ignored by you again. Please, please, please forgive me. I'm begging you" I pleaded, sobbing in his head. I don't know what I would do if he ignores and leaves me again.

"It's okay, I forgave you already. A long, long time ago. You don't need to cry. I love you and I hate to see pathetic tears ruining your handsome face." He told me, wiping my tears away." I just hope that you would never ignore me again" He utters and I immediately shook my head furiously.

"No! I would never ignore you again. I had regret enough. I don't want to feel it again" he swore, promising to him. Besides, I'm yours remember, and your mine. And letting you go would be the stupidest this I would do" I continued, pride suddenly swells in me. He's mine. He laughs at my words.